Happy Bday BaoBao ^^

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This is the new and one and only Mrs Oh, hehe! I haven't updated for so long I had to find my password for blogger -.-



Oh and its 4th Dec, Happy B'day BAOBAO! 15years old already, be a matured young lady and bring a handsome son in law for me to see okaaay? See you later in the day! :)

Memorable dates; Oct 8.

TODAY, IS A DAY WHEREBY TWO BROTHERS OF MINE FROM ANOTHER MOTHER GROWS ONE YEAR OLDER, SHANNON AND JENSON.

SHANNON, YOU'VE TURNED 18, PLEASE GROW UP AND THINK BEFORE YOU TALK, I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND PLEASE LAST LONG WITH KYLIN. HOPE YOU GET YOUR LICENSE SOON, STUDY HARD AND TAKE CARE OF MAMA WELL. GLAD TO KNOW YOU AND NOT LOST CONTACT AFTER SO LONG! HAPPY 18TH BABE!

JENSON, YOU'RE ALRDY 16, GROWN UP! ANYTHING YOU DO IS NOT REALLY UNDERAGE ANYMORE, SO DON'T ANYHOW AH! TREAT YOUR MAMA BETTER, SHE'S OVERALL STILL YOUR MUM, MUST TING TA DE HUA. ALTHOUGH I ONLY KNOW YOU FOR A FEW MONTHS, BUT WE CLICKED VERY QUICKLY. HAPPY 16TH SEXY, ENJOY!

Every now and then I pretend I'm okay

My oh-so-adorable/fat/irritating/laulan/AKS Bro.

Introducing, Kelvin Sim Yue Xiang, taking a picture with a model of his size when he was a kid. He's up for grabs ladies. LOL.

Phil's bday, went ECP for dinner and had lotsaaaaa fun.

School's gonna reopen soon, the thought of it irks me, oh man, sigh. There goes my free time, my holidays, my sleeping time TT

You're just like a melody my head
That I can't keep out,
You're just like my iPod stuck on replaaaay.

Reminisced, smiled, as usual :)

I wish the both of you best of luck :)

As long as you don't go against your own true feelings.

MY THROAT HAS BEEN KILLING ME FOR THE PAST 5 DAYS.

Brotherhood since 2004 ^^

School's starting, damn itttttttt.
I still miss you, I just don't have the courage to ask you for just one last chance.
Get yourself a good guy, one that you really love..
I love you still, J.

When I was with you,
I made every second count,
'Cos I miss you whenever you're not around,
Like how I do right now.
When I kissed you,
I'll still get butterflies years from now.

If I could, I'd rewind this whole thing.

INTENDED to went job hunting, but I just couldn't wake up before 2pm.
Don't call me when I'm asleep cos i'll never speak more than 3 words. Haha!

Brother from another mother \m/

Say HI to Darrelina, my sister :D

I simply ponder what I've done, which makes me deserve such treatment and results.
Even the closest brothers of mine, I'm starting to doubt my trust towards them.
From those whom I've literary watched them grow up till now, their trust from me has actually decreased.
I just can't believe my ears when I heard the ugly truth, I'm so disappointed in both of you.
There's nothing I can do anymore, take care and treat her well bro.

If I could I'd pull it up and rewind,
To the time before you went away,
Wish I could go back to yesterday,
If I could I'd pull it up and rewind,
To the time when it was just you and me,
Oh, how we were inseparable

Seems like you were just here yesterday.

I'm up so early, wow. For nothing -.-
Still been slacking around all day for the past weeks, hols don't end so soon please.
I need a job like now!
Call me out if you're free my friends, i've nothing to do at home (:
I'm starting to like this holiday mood!
I need more clothes, but I'm broke most of the times.
Have been quite unlucky recently, don't wish to talk about it -.-

I just wanna live each day as it goes by,
I don't want you to hang around in my mind be it everything I do,
I just hope time can be rewinded, I wanna go back to the past.
But its simply impossible,
'Cos everything's changed,
More and more things I shouldn't know has been revealed to me,
And it causes a tremendous pain in my heart.
Since you've told me that you've stopped loving me,
I've alrdy tried forgetting you,
But it seems impossible too.
I may seem happy and laughing on the outside,
But its all just a facade,
I can't seem to get my mind off the load,
I can't seem to stop thinking of you.
Study hard girl,
You'll soon meet a much better guy than me,
You deserve better.
As a friend, I'll be there for you through it all.
At least you've left vivid memories in my head,
I'll never forget them.

Nicotine low.

Can't sleep through the pain.

I can't find a jobbbbbbbb.

Days aren't getting better, getting more and more unlucky I should say.
Have been wandering around, thought about a million things in my mind whereever I go.
Holidays don't end so soon please :)

I guess thats my fate, I'm not gonna believe in love anymore.
I guess its gonna take me a very long time to just forget you.
Hope you'll live happily as each day passes, hope you find a better guy soon.
Study hard, don't disappoint mummy and daddy.
I just need time to forget you, nothing else.
Thanks for the wonderful memories kept behind my mind.
The end.

The tears streaming down my face when I lost something, which I can't replace.

Holidays only mean one thing, making me wake up at 4 or 5pm everyday. Sorry bros, cannot help it. Haha!
No plans for the next few days, well. Maybe we'll be legends? LOL.

Trying to get to sleep. Bye!

My only one.

"Taking the last ciggarette out of my Marlboro box,
throwing the box out of the window,
lighting the last stick.
Smelling the breath of smoke,
it makes me wonder a lot of things.
Thinking back, rewinding a month or two,
those memories make me smile to myself while tearing.
Nicotine running in my blood,
feeling the kick of the last ciggarette on my lips.
While all these were occurring,
you were all that's on my mind.
Everything that i do,
you're the first thing that comes to mind.
All that i do,
I do it for you.
Looking through my inbox,
I realised, i didn't delete a single message of yours since the first day we texted.
Looking at those msgs, it makes me smile to myself, to my phone once again.
I don't want anything, cos i don't expect anything anymore.
All i want, is you to be happy"

Helpless, when you smile.

Holidays = Spending money/Not enough sleep period.

Spent my days out with Jenson and co., now Jenson mia.
Thinking of what I should do, haa.
My chance of being a relief teacher is gone -.-


Those thoughts are inevitable, your treatment hasn't got the better of it yet. You can't blame me for thinking like this, think of what you've done in your treatment towards me for the past few weeks. I've got nothing more to say, it's all your say now. I love you J.

I'm glad I met you guys, bros.

15weeks has passed, there goes W16R. Sorry if I've changed a lot towards the end of the semester, cos things changed a lot for me too. Disputes and internal conflicts, forget them, and remember settle it within ourselves. Its been wonderful knowing you guys, I'll never forget all of you. Have fun, see you guys out there (:

And bros, thanks for always being there. We'll walk through these tgt, through the next few years.



Fighting with Higest Standard, always :)

Birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO ROBERT NG YAN XIANG!

I'VE KNOWN YOU SINCE IDK HOW MANY YEARS BACK, YOUR HEAD IS STILL SO BIG, LIPS STILL SO THICK!

18 ALRDY, CAN YOU PLEASE BE MORE MATURED?! STOP GIVING OUT WEIRD SOUNDS ONCE IN A WHILE, IT SCARES THE HELL OUT OF US.

HAHA, TMR OR SATURDAY YOU SURE DIE, I SURE MAKE YOUR HEAD BIGGER.!

21 Piang Piang.

I'm sick again, fuck it maaaan. Had a fun day today at Emrys', along with Phil and Nick and Emrys' gf. Headed to Amanda's condo to play some kiddy basketball, was kinda fun actually. Exams start tmr, I haven't studied a single shit. Gg.

Meeting bros for breakfast tmr morning, better wake up ah if not I sit alone at Shan Ding like an idiot.

Goodbye, off to rest.

My fate walks on broken glass,
Its hard for the past to come back,
Nothing's ever built to last.
To ask for your hand,
Its like a lion begging for forgiveness from a stone.

Whenever I walk pass places we've been before,
Flashbacks start to occur/.
Whenever I walk pass the flight of stairs at my void deck,
Tears can't seem to stop strimming down my cheeks.
I miss you.

Feeling so helpless.

Exams are next week, yet i've not read a single thing. Very tired, cannot do anything. Lol.
I need a job, hols are coming soon.


Went swimming the other day at Emrys', though pics were a bit cock.

People around me are all starting to get attached, what about me TT

I'm really disappointed that you're not gonna care anymore..
Even if she's an obstacle between us, i don't think she should be.
But now, things are different, i feel that you aren't caring anymore.
If there's a possiblity of "us", do tell me.
I love you still.
I'm sorry i couldn't be a better guy.

Jeremy and Emrys,
Forever Here Standing.

Moment of truth, is never gonna come.

Still the same, slacking around these few days. If you're bored come 230 we'll all entertain you. Lol. Woke up at 4 today, went ehub find Jeremy and co. As usual, walked around around around and ended up at 230 again. Tmr, have to wake up early -.-

Happy National Day.

Every now and then, I knew what to say,
But you weren't there to hear it.
Those lines in my head,
Can't be spouted out cos you always don't have the time.
You'll never notice.
To be loved, to be loved
What more could I ask for?

This isn't my heart,
I'm not gonna waste unappreciated efforts

All I can say is, stop lying Darryl.
I detest the way you're treating me now, every single bit of it.
If you wanna end it, please tell me.
"Every girl finds their guy bored after a while, haves some fun, comes back to the guy."
I don't believe in this, i don't.
I can't wait forever.

If you don't love me anymore, please tell me straight, I don't wanna live in self denial.

Feelings of reluctance.

I remember the first day we talked online,
I remember the first time you said "I love you" to me,
I remember the first time we hugged, I didn't wanna let go,
I remember the first kiss you gave me,
I remember, the first time i said those three words to you and
I remember the first time i knew, i ain't ever getting over you.

You, you got me, thinking I'll be alright.

I'm still waiting for the day you'd come around, though I know there isn't much chance it'll happen.
Nothing else here seems to matter in these ever changing days, but you're still the one who remains in my heart.

When'll we finally intertwine?

Many unhappy stuff happened recently, shall not say it here. UT3 coming up in less than 3 weeks, should start studying but i'm so shagged.

Bros, though i just got to know you all but i really hope nothing will happen to you all. Shawn, i can see you're a great friend, you really do care for your friends from the bottom of the heart. Although you always call me Rat and i feel like giving you one tight slap, seriously i hope you'll be fine. As for Jenson and the rest, hope you'll all get a lighter sentence. I'll definitely miss all of you if you all are going in, but hopefully God, you all are not.

I've got the "engagement ring", but time isn't on my side, confidence and guts aren't, hopefully you are..

Before the worst comes.

Enterprise formal day

Formal/Informal/Christmas tree -.-Look at ths size of his blazer.Student or Faci?

Looking forward to hols, though not looking forward to the changing of classes.
Cabot-ed class today, leaving like 5 person in class.
Getting tired of lessons, especially programming.





I'm sorry, if i'm not good enough.
Bro though i just got to know you, its nice talking to you, cos you seem to understand a lot.




And the only chance we have of moving on,
is as slim as a feather.
Started off as ordinary friends, and slowly we enjoyed each other's company.
Text msgs were a whole lot of fun, and i could vividly rmb the first morning call you gave me.
I hope we would never be apart, with your name alrdy tattooed across my heart.
And I noticed the change between us, the change in you.

iamdaaarryl.livejournal.com

Any other way.

I want holidays now. I hate today, don't ask why.

I give it my all, i don't feel any effort coming from you.
I don't know what to do anymore, i want the old you back.
I'm speechless, i'm helpless.
I try to keep everything inside, but to no avail.
It isn't easy to keep everything inside, trying to wear a mask.
It just comes out like a river, once i let it out.
I'm sorry, i know i'm not good enough for you.
But i'm still waiting, and i hate waiting.
But just for you, i'll still wait because i love you.
I just need more attention from you.
I need a listening ear, now..
I just hope to share your burdens, share your problems.
But i don't know a single thing you're always dwelling about, have you put yourself in my shoes to think how i feel all the time?
All i want to know, is what you're thinking..
I can't change you, i can't control you.
It all depends on you now, because i think its time we should, the day has long came.
I love you.

School ytd, sleepy like crap. Sort of half aslept through the whole day, aft that went to find Robert at cwp and as usual his phone didn't have any battery left. Bused back to tamp and went 230, then went home to change and went for Muay Thai lesson along with phil and shann. Was much tougher than last week, Alan looked as if he was gonna die anytime with his pale face. Aft that went PRP slack with those guys, then home.

We're not fierce, its just a facade :D

SATHI

Jealousy kills.

Gave school a miss today, woke up around 3 and met them around 5 i think. Went for dinner and played bball wow. Like after so long i touched a ball. Nothing much, slacked and went home. School and test again tmr, zz. Bye.

I'm keeping it all inside most of the times,
all the while, i just feel like letting it all out,
but i'm not gonna do it.
Its been so long since i last dropped a tear,
i don't want it to happen again.
Looking at you having so much fun,
knowing that you are keeping some things from me,
i just feel so helpless and what more can i do but watch.
Blaaaaah, i doubt the day would ever come..
Jealousy seriously kills, i love you.

Till the day comes.

Been to school and one week just passed again, two tests are gone case. Nothing much, went for muay thai lesson ytd, was quite fun overall. Kinda look forward to next week's lesson alrdy. No pictures, never take pictures at all. Lol. Lazy to reply tags too.
Till i blog again.

And i feel lucky to have found you,
i appreciate what i have now and i don't ask for more.
But what i just hope for is,
i hope you could do more for the both of us,
i'm not saying you're not but your actions show me that you've changed a lil.
You reply my msgs like after so long,
and i don't know what you're doing outside.
Whenever i see you reply others with long msgs,
somehow somewhy i'd feel jealousy inside of me.
Somehow, i think that you're not caring me as much as you should,
but i couldn't ask for more.
And i'm waiting for the day,
he put you down and she puts me down.
All i need is assurance and more attention from you,
plus more time with you cos i don't think we're spending enough time with each other.
And rmb baby, you're not alone.



You're not alone. There's more to this, i know.
Trust takes a long time to build up.
We can make it out, i'll live to tell.

Pics

We are normal,

They aren't! !@#$%

Girls, never ever do this.

Mr Ng, DM!

SHORT

SHORTER

EVEN SHORTER. LOL OKAY SORRY.

Two MJ fanatics and a clown in green

THE (ASIAN) BEATLES! WOOOOOOO

Thats all!

Went drinking and lepak with Jesslyn, Phil, Alan. Then nth much, went home after sending her home.

Savouring the moments

The feeling of stepping in to the place where i met great friends, where i had tons of fun and where i spent my best 5 years of my life; was unexplainable. The feeling of getting to see the people who helped me took a leap in education, the people whom i faced everyday. It was great, maybe more than awesome. The intensity of being back to the place where my brothers and i first met, where we did stupid stuff which i shall not mention(HAHA!). But it was really wonderful to step back to that once-awful place again, PRCS.

PRCS 10th Anni was really fun, getting to meet familiar faces once again, though it makes me feel kinda old now. Hahahah. Lazy to elaborate more, it was just awesomeeeee. Took lotsa photos, but sadly not with my camera cos i don't have one. So peepos who have my photos please send me through msn or tag me on facebook, tyvm!

Went E-hub to catch Ice Age 3, not 3D though, but was still not bad, quite touching ah. You should catch it! Lol. Lazy to type more, off to DotA soon!

My new girlfriend. HAHA joking!

I felt so lucky. LOL


More pictures another time!