I haven't moved from the spot where you left me

Went out with Phil, Yx, Joyce and co., went to many places. lazy to elaborate.

Woke up today at around 10 for e-learning, it's a bitch. Then around 3 went to meet sec schl clique like after so long we're complete. Paid for 10th anni tix and caught up with some teachers.

Then went to ws, roamed around and saw Jesslyn the dumbasssss. Then walk here walk there. Saw Lydia and Yuexing. Then went ehub accompany them eat, and home. Very bored.

Afeeeeeeeq! At IkeaAnd FYI that guy in the middle is AH WEI!

Its a fake smile all along this past month, thanks for the memories and rmb, my back isn't turned back on you.


I miss my hair.

Shaking hands and breaking hearts at the same time

Some pics from Lydia's chalet

SELF ACCLAIMED 'SIBLINGS' HAHAHA

And today i'm gonna write about 小慧,
she is retarded, damn blur, and a PIG.
Sleeps and talks non stop!
(edit)
V adorable, more adorable than me!
HAHAHA, HOT LA HOT LA.


:D

And i'm still trying very hard to get over you.
Today, the arrival to City Hall wasn't that good, flashbacks started when i walked through the mrt barriers, it's alrdy a month, but what more can i say.

MEMORIES.

Trying to smile, like i always did.

It's gonna be a month soon, how time flies.

&again i dropped tears, because of you.

"The smile's just a facade, but I have to get over it, sooner or later.."
To let you know, i hope we could be close friends once again, and just to let you know, you're never once alone cos you've got me by your side all this while, i'm still always here for you.

And to you brother, let bygones get by as time pass, don't ponder on how much time you've spent, ponder on how much time you've got in life and carry on with a smile on your face everyday because you know you've got people around you who cares. I totally understand how you feel and how your heart aches, cos mine does too. Cheer up Phil, you're all grown up.

Tears

School's off for a week, but have to wake up everyday at 8.30am to do some stupid elearning stuff which i'm fucking lazy to. Life's been still simple, went to Joyce and friends' chalet ytd, drank again and Joyce sort of went drunk. Stupid asshole. Drink drank and she's drunk. Stayed over and talked cock laughed like crap till around 7, slept for a while, and started receiving messages saying perpare for elearning. Rushed home and on laptop, attended lessons through msn -.- K cut short, damn freaking tired, went over to chalet again around 7+ or 8, couldn't rmb and ate with them.

Not much mood to type bout what happened for the past few days, brothers have been feeling extremely down and i'm upset i can't cheer them up, i myself am down too. And for yx, please for God's sake get a fucking grip and stop talking bout death. It isn't funny and it gets on our nerves and times when you keep on brooding about it.

Phil, i know and understand how you've been feeling for that long period of time but this is life, you've gotta get over it, move on and leave everything behind even if you don't want to. You have to go strong without her, though i know it's not easy to but you still have to try, you can't live the rest of your life in denial. Girls are hard to understand, but we guys are hard to understand too. It takes two hands to clap, and it applies especially to a relationship or between a guy and a girl. Cheer up k, anytime you wnna drink just call us.

And ya, don't think too much about it Shann, just wait for the right time to arrive and everything's gonna go the right way for you i believe. Good luck k, don't ponder too much about it and let your feelings affect you cos that's not a good thing to happen.
It applies to all of you ok.

I've thought it through, seriously thought it through. I know i'm not gonna be the one in your heart, i won't and never will. But that's alright. Don't talk about eternity or being tgt, just think about beautiful memories and the thought of the love we once had. I don't know how much tears i've dropped for you, but i know it was all worth it because in life, everyone's gonna meet somebody who'll change his/her life totally, and for me it was/is you. I realised what is love, i realised the feeling of loving someone with all our heart and not expecting any reciprocation. And during that period of time, though it was shortlived, i can say that it was a lifechanging experience for me and i think i'm not gonna experience the same feeling a second time in my life. I can say i was really happy during that time of my life, for that mere few days. The only thing i regret doing was to decide to go to Aussie, and because of that, i'd lost the girl i loved and am still loving her. Up till this point of time, i'm feeling confused, though the truth alrdy broke my day sometime ago. But all i can say is, love is a wonderful thing only that some obstacles and misunderstandings spoiled its good image. The feeling of being left behind, the feeling of being hung in mid air, the feeling of being doubted. These are feelings which can't be explained with words, and nobody wants to feel that way. If only time could be turned, that'd be awesome. However, like what my friend adviced, if i love her, i should let her go, i could still watch from far her being happy, because if she's happy, i am. If she comes back, she's mine. I poured my heart out a million times, i drowned my sorrows. And i longed for the day you came back, but i know i'm just fantasizing. I didn't regret knowing you in the first place, because if i did, i wouldn't have those beautiful memories and flashbacks stuck in my head right now.
And now, seeing you so happy with your life makes me happy too. Although the only thing i detest about love is, not being able to be with the one you love, but at least we know we're all grown up and have to learn to take it in our stride. And one fine day, if the feelings are back, tell me, who knows i'm still waiting. But as for now, my friend, i'm your good buddy. Today's your birthday, spend it meaningfully with him, spend sufficient time with him and don't let your feelings control you. Anytime, give me a call or a text i'll be there. And thanks for the wonderful memories, they'll always be at the back of my mind. And, as i was typing this post tears of sadness and gladness just ran down my face. :)



/Huimin- yah i'm ok. ^^
/JKSH-you idiot, paranoid face. hahahaha smile la ok.
/christine- ya, its kinda pervertic. lol. the song's damn nice.
/Joey Elisa Chew&Joyce Ah Chan- walao wey you two damn horrible leh.
/Michelle- tmd chou nu ren!
/JESS!E- ya, i'm trying to. haha.
/Gx- ya la trying laaa. lol. muacks.
/YX!- you talk about death again i'm seriously sending you to hell
/Afeeeeeq- yeh i will, thanks ah brother.
/Guest- hey, thanks for the encouraging words. :)
/Shannon- lol, you ask her loh. hahaha
/Nanthini- i'm alright laaa, thanks anyway :)
/hanis!- hey, how're you?
/Queen- go dieeee.



And brothers, just remember,

不要说天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

To, you.

I'm still waiting, always waiting. I'm sure one day, i'll fill up the missing parts.

Confusion

I just wnna have a good talk with you, even if you spare me just 5 minutes. I'm always waiting for you to talk to me, because i'm afraid you won't wnna talk to me, i'm afraid you're avoiding me, i'm afraid you're mad at me.

I just want to have a talk with you.

How this world turns cold, and breaks through my soul

Up till this point, you still can't forget her right, Darryl. But i just can't stop thinking bout stuffs, nvm. And ok ppl, stop lecturing me bout it.. I know, nobody cares if i'm weeping my ass off, but i just can't get my mind off it. But if you do, just tell me you do.


Try to get your emotions right and get back on track. Waiting for her, loving her doesn't mean you have to be sad and angry at every single thing she does. Loving her means respecting her, if you love her, when she;s happy you will also be happy right? I know it's no use asking you to get over, i know its not easy. But loving her doesn't mean you need to have her by your side, loving her means that as long as you're able to see her happy and well, you'll be happy too. As long as she needs help, you'll be there to help her. Its like being her guardian angel.

Ah chan said that to me, but i don't think i can do it. And yeah, see the last two words. So yah, stay happy k, i've told you for don't know how many times, you know who you are, if you're reading this. Though i doubt you will be. Nvm, nobody will understand. Anyway, i find it too much a coincidence, someone saying these two words to me, which meant a lot to us. Meant. And now, my laptop's mic is spoiled. I just find it too coincidental, just that Fate thinks its April's Fool everyday for me.

Anyway, had a good chat with Wan abang and talked bout several stuff. Wan, though i knew you for like only a few weeks, you really treat me like your brother sia. I hope you take good care of yourself, work hard and thanks for all the advice. I really value what you said to me, hope to see you soon. Take care bro.

hello says:
*must be strong
*no use we cry for girl
*must be a bit harsh to them
*hehe

hello says:
*haha
*u cannot love the girl 100%
*must be 50% only

Though what abang said was quite true and realistic, but still, i love this lady 101%, i've never felt this way before.. Towards you, i did stuff i didn't do. Towards you, i was willing to sacrifice.

Whenever i think of all the lil memories you left with me, i'll just start dropping tears....
And yeah, i can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.


I think.

I'm still here waiting for you, please do know.
Just know i'm here, whenever you need me i'll be waiting for you.

I was just play a game i was losing all along

Happy Father's day daddy, love you dad.
Thanks for sharing the happiness with me all these years, thanks for bringing me joy all my life. I love you more than any other sons who love their dads in the world.

From, your beloved son.




A friend of mine said these to me:

oh. k. my point is that, its a game. she's just another girl la. She know how to play the game, thats why you end up getting hurt cause you developed feelings for her. and you might say she got feelings for you too, but what do you really know? You are not her what. She can send you sweet messages, what makes you think she can't send it to other guys?

Sometimes, when a girl and guy comes together, they flirt, they kissed and stuffs. Its a casual r/s. A lot of ppl are like this nowadays. But then when one of the party put in feelings, thats when you end up getting hurt.

So you want play, gotta tell yourself its a game, no feelings involved.

Sound very cheap and slutty, but thats how it works.

Sounds like a disgrace to the human kind, but yeh why does it have to be true.
Thanks Joyce, thanks Joey. You cheer up too Denise, you forget, i also forget, forget tgt. People are heartless, we have to be too, take it as a valuable lesson learnt. :)

Don’t stop just because your heart is broken.

Don’t wait for things that will never be spoken.
Keep up w life, And try to move on. Stand up, its not the end yet.

You dont have to forget about the memories, you dont have to forget about anything.
Those that can never be replaced inside your heart, Just leave it there, Dont bother about it.
Just because it did not work out between you two, Doesn’t mean it will never work out for you.
Everything happens for a reason.
You’ll realise you had to loose what you had before to find what you had really been searching for.
You’ll be so much happier then you ever were back then and you wont remember the pain anymore.

Get a grip of yourself, You've got to stay strong.
There're always many obstacles in life, And those will make you grow stronger.
Look ahead, And dont look back.
You can miss her, You can think of her.
But tell yourself, There's always a limit.
You can love her, You can wait for her.
But tell yourself, Dont let anything affect you.
Dont let your emotions get the better of you.
If you love her, Let her go, If she comes back, She's yours.

I know its no use asking you to cheer up, We wont understand your pain.
But friends are there to help one another, Thats why we're here.
Dont keep things to yourself, Share it w your close ones.
Dont think of the negative side, Cause you'll fall into it deeper.
Anytime you need someone to be w you, Yknow we're all here :)

From: Big head Robert's sissy :)

Romances don't rewind

School, school, school. As usual school, and my putting in of effort at laughing.
Nothing much, went for a haircut, a real haircut. No more sloppy Darryl. just reached home and here i am, can't get to sleep. Just came home from drinking, once again, with the usual peeps.
Met Melrize and friends to drink too, after which sent the girls home, and ate dinner/supper/breakfast and went our separate ways. Reached home around 5, nua a while then on lappy.

Guess it takes time.
And thanks to everybody who've been giving me advice, who've been saying i'm an ass. Lol.
All i have to say is, yeah i think i'm an ass, i'm too naive.
It's not as if if i'm sad, i'm worrying, my hearts aching, she'll care.
Yeah, i pinned my hopes too high.
Joey: You care less, you win the game.
I guess it's how things work.

You left, without saying goodbye.

Confess all the faith that I once had in you

It's just like you're alrdy a part of my life, i can't stop thinking about stuff which links to you. I can't stop worrying for you, and i don't wna contact you.. Someone please help me take my mind off all these stuff.
Inside, i hope you know i'm dying.

And if i'd die right now, i'll still not get the old you back.
I can't stop worrying for you, even though i'm a nobody to you now.
Yeah, i have to accept the fact that you left without me, but i just can't.
I have to accept the fact that the other guy now is way better than me, he can make you happy.

And again, flashback starts when you sent me sweet messages and asked if i was falling for you, and it mattered to you. Now, it's a completely different case, i'm like a total stranger to you now.
Whenever Your Guardian Angel is played, emotions just starts taking over..

Please just take care of yourself, please be happy.
Nobody will like being kept in the dark, yet i am, nobody loves the agony of being left all alone in just a short period of time, yet i am.

And yet, i'm still loving this lady while she did all these.
It's hard for me to accept when such stuff happens, and i'll soon be numb to the surroundings when i reach a point where i think i can't control anymore.
But it's alright, i'll still be here waiting for you to come back, if you will..

and to you, guy. you'd better treat her as all your life, if not i won't care how ppl see me as and not just sit there watch you make her unhappy. you'd better love her with all your heart, if not i'm not letting you off either.

Darryl needs a break.

helpless when she smiles

Couldn't get to sleep last night. I'm happy when i can help my friends, especially in relationship problems. But then. nvm. school, forced myself to laugh today, laugh at the tiniest thing even.
school ended, went back to pasir ris meet Chian and friends at ehub. then went to find Jesslyn the dumbo for while. then went central find them. then drink again. drink drink drink.

and again, i wondered to myself millions of stuff in my mind.
was i that easy to forget.
the night before i went off, we went to Fort Canning, we walked and looked at people, the lil jokes we shared and you being scared.
my heart was at my throat when you held my hand, i didn't know how to react.
June 3rd, it all began with all the confessions and i was so darn happy.
just after 2 or 3 days, you gave up on me. totally.
nobody understands how i feel.
it's the worse feeling in the world, thought that we would be happy tgt just like a mere 2 weeks ago.
the feeling of jealousy, the feeling of being doubted, the feeling of being given up on without a damn reason. fuck you Darryl.
i bet you won't even be looking at this, even if you do you won't feel anything anymore.
yeh, i'm someone who won't ever be in your heart. but remember, i said i'll be happy if you do, just know, i'll be right here whenever you need me.



Melrize,: Hi sumei! trying to cheer up..
Afeeeeeeeeq: lol, zamzam another day soon man. call la call la catch me catch me.
(Denise): lol you are so retarded! hahaha
fee horr: asshole.. talk to me soon.
Joyce Joysie: i got no boobs to expose la idiot. smile more. yes you weirdo!
Shannon: wtf alan like me i also dowan..
Xela: LOL!!
Chian: don't lecture me.. idiot dumbasss.
Felicia =): thks for the encouragement. lol.
nadia: lol, hair irritating leh... LIAN.
Christian: haha, alright brother.
JESS!E: huh..
JKSH: aiya.. lol.
YX!: you also la. cb. lol

I guess, it's goodbye..

School's started, everything's back on track. Went IKEA ytd with Ah Joyce, Ah Feeq, Ah Wei, and Ah Wei's gf Ah Pei. Hahaha. Had lots of laughters especially, then around 8+ Ah Wei and Feeq went home, leaving and and the weirdo. Ask her want go where dunno dunno in the end also go home. Become your maid liddat. Asshole. Lol.



I've been pondering a lot since like, a week ago.

I wondered what i did, to make you give up on me so easily, in such a short period of time, a few days.
I wondered what i did, to let you walk right in and out of my life, that easily.
I wondered, what am i to you now.
I wondered, am i even a friend to you now.
I can vividly remember, the first day i saw you through the webcam, you really caught my eye.
I remember, you said i was persistent in knowing you.
I didn't care about what i was doing which i usually didn't.
After that, you caught my heart, in which you were kept in the dark.
I can remember the night before i went off, i looked into your beautiful eyes, trying to tell you, I love you.
My entire life, i'd never care to look at a girl the way i looked at you that night, but on that very night, i did.
Up till this point, i still don't know what i did to make you give up on me, but yeh, there's only one thing i regret. I wished i didn't go to Aussie. What an ass, Darryl.
It's kind of obvious you've changed, towards me.
But nevertheless, i'm tired of worrying, tired of gripping on false hopes, tired of waiting cos i don't wna be the one who always takes the first step.
And now i realise, i'm never gonna be the one in your heart..

Seriously, no words could describe how i feel, maybe, only songs could?
Whatever it is, stay happy, with him i guess....
If one day, the feelings could be retrieved, or you'd change your mind, i'll still be here, though i doubt the day would ever come.

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me

Come back to me-David Cook

what if

slept at around 7.30am, woken up at i think 3, due to vik's call. nua around, used comp and blahblah.

waited till 5+, 6. met phil at ws then went off to meet Afif at tamp, then headed down to bugis to meet Vik Feeq and ah Wei. walked over to Zam Zam, the food, wah beef murtabak. Feeq lets go there another day. Cfm must. hahhaha. Fairoza came, Mahdi came, Ted and Bev came.

Ate, talked cock, then went over to shisha. Met Joyce and her friend Elaine. long story cut short. HAHA.
lepak talk cock blablabla time passed so fast. one by one went home. then went home.

oh and we saw Mr Razak! great to see him after such a long time, he still looks the same. take great care!

gooooood sister, niceee brother. hahahaha

look at his damn height

all i could only wish for now is, if only.

fuck the shit

met up with alan shann phil at san ding, along with Chian and her friend for dinner.
talked crap then went off, shann went home to change his tee cos he was wearing the same as me -.-
then Chian and friend went off, we headed to ehub to meet alex. nua for 2hours plus, then caught a movie, Land of the lost. not bad ah. then went to ws, find shann's friend, phil went home while we went for supper, broke. borrowed money from alan and then drink drank dunk once again. emo people lol. slacked around, time passed so fast, ate breakfast, went home at 7+.

ok, promised myself to laugh more.

define fairness

nothing much, couldn't get to sleep, partly cos of fucking sunburns. woke up around 3.
Bugis MRT, 6pm, tmr. classmates, please turn up.

here i am, still holding on

yeeehhhaaaaa. met up with those jokers, including TGX, man. without yx though. passed them their stuff i bought from Aussie, hoped you guys like it, esp Alan and Alex, suits you guys a lot right. hahahahaha. then, drink drank almost drunk. did crazy stuff and then settled down after quite sometime. and then, here i am, here we are waiting for yap wei teck to wake up -.-

he is totally like the thing he chops man. LOL. update more ltr in the night.

i wna know why, but i don't wna know in the same time, due to being afraid of the truth.





12.30am

pics from the previous night

he was 3/4 drunk, i swear.

cramped!

nabei nearly make me fall.

dead and gone. hair is getting in the way

a lil too high i guess.

just now's photo. it's been 12 long years dude, don't ever forget me you bitch. i'll be your best man at your wedding with _ _ _ _ _. LOL


(:

all that's left

these two weeks, though it's been really memorable for me, they're just memories by now.
a mere 7 days could bring such a drastic change and twist of events.
but it's okay, i have to accept it and live on with these beautiful memories.
i'll never forget them, and all i could imagine is see where we could be, if we pressed fast forward.
i love you still, buddy.

please take care of yourself at work, don't overwork and get more rest.

only for close friends who've been through thick and thin with me, iamdaaarryl.livejournal.com

sing me lullabies

100th post.

yeh, i'm back and i'm sweating. start mia-ing, maybe?
guess it's all over, before it even barely started..
it's okay, at least it's better than being hung in mid air.
nevertheless, i'll still try, if i have a chance to..

goodbye.

I rest my head from running circles around my mind
On why you let go
No answers to be found, romances don't rewind
I guess I'll never know
Why your absence is devastating

break even

i don't know what to do. i want to go home. i wna sleep and don't wake up.

you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
you took your suitcase and i took the blame,
trying to make sense of what little remains,
cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

still, always here.

could only watch from far

Hope your problems get solved soon. Go back to him if you think you should, i'll do fine i guess. Don't let anything stop you from doing things you wna do. Rmb i said, i'll be happy if you are, it still works the same way even if i'm watching from afar.

Stay happy k, i'm always gonna be here however your decision might be. (:

I love you, still.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

no surprise

firstly, i miss you, real bad..

secondly, shannon please read my essay i left for you in msn. lol. esssaaaaay hor.

thirdly, i wna go home.

fourthly, thks Felicia for the motivation. greatly appreciated. haha.

fifthly, yx pls cheer up so you can make me laugh. LOL. cheer up la ok.

sixth, alex peh i heard smth bout you, can faster share with me? hahahahahaha



you fucking irk me, your bloody actions and whatsoever. please, don't be everybody's bootlicker when you were a hypocrite.


Baby, where are you? you know you've got me really worried, i feel so helpless over here while you don't even give me a reply or whatsoever. i've been waiting for you on msn since 5, yet to no avail. everytime i see an msn pop up, it gives me a false hope. baby, it really worries me a lot. seriously, if that guy's harrassing you again, i don't know what i'll do next. baby, please, give me a reply will you?

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELRIZE NG SU MEI HAHAHA.

YOU'RE 15! SEE, I DIDN'T FORGET OK, AFTER 7 LONG MONTHS OF NOT TALKING TO YOU. HAHAHA.

HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!







ps, jealousy is the worst feeling in the world.

miss you baby.. <3

bby, i don't care what fuck he wants from you, if he wants anything, ask him to want it from me straight. baby, i know you're not in a situation you wna be in, but just to let you know, it aches for me to see you in this condition, i'll be here for you no matter what comes in future. he wants to call and scold you, tell me i pick up. he want find trouble, i don't care. baby, i love you i don't wna lose you.

baby i need you

firstly, i am dying of boredom. secondly, before the day ends,

Happy Birthday Afif, aka Mr A! You're 18 now, you can do whatever fuck you want now, becareful ok! Don't come to class and tell us you're gonna be a dad in 9months time! Hahaha. Happy birthday!

Okay webcamming with Feeq and Joyce really cheers me up. laughters are goood!




Hey baby, i really miss you. Whatever i did today you just came into my mind. I don't wna lose you, i miss you, please take care of yourself, don't make me worry. When i saw your email, my heart really raced. I need you, faster get home baby.

presence makes the heart beats faster (:

Alright, webcammed with her till around, 4am? couldn't bear to put down vid call. haha. baby's got chalet today and tmr. wokeup around 9 today, took a quick cold bath and left for Perth again. Stopped by some place for fast food then reached Perth, back here again. Finally tmr can go out and walk and shop. like finally. nua nua and nua again, dota-ed with peh for a while and due to sucky connection i dc-ed. then had a convo with W16R peeps, having an outing next saturday, meet at bugis at 6pm. GO OK.

I think i look so innocent and i really am

Meowmeow so cuuuute!

Hey baby, i'm missing you <3
Thanks for telling me whatever you told me ytd night, i really appreciate it.
Hope to see you soon, i miss you, my Amanda Chen Wei Fang.

Revealed

Dancing is my life, music is my bestfriend, laughter is a necessity, being loud and crazy is my middle name. Nice meeting you. I'm Amanda. Law of science made me the way as I have nothing swinging inbetween my legs. Thank god for this.

For the dick is the root to all evils. (X

Hello all, I'm Amanda and I'm helping love to blog. Actually don't really know what to blog. But what I wanted to say is that I Love You. You knew that within it's just words of the unspoken. (:

My conscience is biting me deep from within but I can't seem to stop this feeling from overflowing. You know you got me crazy, got me all over the place.

hey, i miss you

today was literally wasted away, cos this town is so damn small, smaller than Pasir Ris even. Woke up at around 11, bathed, headed out to town which took 30mins, had breakfast with mum and dad, saw some Singaporeans in the cafe and talked to them for a short while. then, went to their supermarket to buy some stuff. went back to dad's friend house to nua, while dad cooked up some dishes for dinner. and for me, used the laptop, surprised to see you online baby, glad we cleared things up k. webcammed with her for like 3 hours, then she went off due to her own activities. then, visitors came to the house and blabla, so boring. Thursday thursday faster come.

OH AND I DROVE A CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME HAHAHA SO FUN. 3000CC HONDA ACCORD ON ROCKY ROADS. LOL. DAMN FUN LAAAA.

ok the uploading of pics is really pissing me off with the turtle speed internet.

selling of avocados in the middle of a forest.

my car for the day! joking.

cute lil Midgey.

huhu got smoke~~


Feeq, hungry?!

Hahah and to some joker(s) out there, stop going around and ff-ing everybody.









acwf, faster come home! <3

every single second

ok shit it i woke up at 8am today. bloody hell wake up so early. ok nvm i can tahan. hahaha. 8more days and im back! Went to another of dad's friend's house in another area called Pemberton. Damn cold, colder than where i was ytd at Perth. Shit it now only like 14degrees. Anyway slept for a while during the 3 hour drive. 3hours drive and slept wake up slept wake up.
Okay thursday faster come so i can go shopping.

Don't know what plant is this. but looks nice

So cuteeeeeee and dogggy didn't wna cooperate taking a pic with handsome guy. LOL its a female btw.

Finally and look at her -.-

I don't really care bout the outcome between us, cos i just want you to be happy..
I miss you. I could even dream of you in my 15mins sleep.