Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Karma

If you don't want others to do shit to you, don't even do anything nasty towards other people and go around whining that you can't take it when others did something to you.

Eventually, it all comes down to trust

I've not posted for a long time. And many things have happened since, good or bad, happy or sad. I'm happy, yet upset at the same time how 9months of us has now come to an end.

I'm sorry if I had wasted your time. You could have gone to club more during your holidays and spend time with your friends if you didn't meet me. I felt like I had wasted a lot of your time. You could've been enjoying with your friends now, making money selling tickets. All these while, there were many things I disliked you to do. I sincerely apologise that i stole your lifestyle away from you. Now, you're free again, and I'll be gone. Thanks for all the sweet and happy memories, I really appreciate those times. You made an impact in my life, you taught me many things, we've experienced more than any couple did. But still, it eventually comes down to a 'goodbye' due to certain reasons. You lied to me again and again, after giving you several chances. I knew from the start that it would happen again after the first time it occurred, but I still gave you chances because I love you. Instead, you took it for granted and you weren't even willing to change for me despite those chances I've given you. And the part that hurts most, when I told you that things would be the same because you yourself know that you won't change, you didn't say anything about it. You didn't sound upset, you didn't sound like something just happened.That was hurtful, and disappointing at the same time. If you knew that you wouldn't change, you could have told me earlier.. Still, we've been through many ups and downs, spent almost every moment together.

You can come back anytime you want, don't forget how mom, dad and sis treated you. You're welcome back anytime to see/talk to them if you want.

All I want to say is, if you really love a person, you won't hesitate or think twice to change for your beloved. That is true love. Maybe the thought of breaking up with me has already been on your mind since God knows when. This may be a temporary break for us, but it seems like it'll be permanent. If there's a better guy out there, cherish him. Learn how to treasure and cherish the person you love, don't let him slip away like I did. Whatever it is, thanks for everything..

-Corin Chua Kai Xin