Jealousy kills.

Gave school a miss today, woke up around 3 and met them around 5 i think. Went for dinner and played bball wow. Like after so long i touched a ball. Nothing much, slacked and went home. School and test again tmr, zz. Bye.

I'm keeping it all inside most of the times,
all the while, i just feel like letting it all out,
but i'm not gonna do it.
Its been so long since i last dropped a tear,
i don't want it to happen again.
Looking at you having so much fun,
knowing that you are keeping some things from me,
i just feel so helpless and what more can i do but watch.
Blaaaaah, i doubt the day would ever come..
Jealousy seriously kills, i love you.