Not much mood to type bout what happened for the past few days, brothers have been feeling extremely down and i'm upset i can't cheer them up, i myself am down too. And for yx, please for God's sake get a fucking grip and stop talking bout death. It isn't funny and it gets on our nerves and times when you keep on brooding about it.
Phil, i know and understand how you've been feeling for that long period of time but this is life, you've gotta get over it, move on and leave everything behind even if you don't want to. You have to go strong without her, though i know it's not easy to but you still have to try, you can't live the rest of your life in denial. Girls are hard to understand, but we guys are hard to understand too. It takes two hands to clap, and it applies especially to a relationship or between a guy and a girl. Cheer up k, anytime you wnna drink just call us.
And ya, don't think too much about it Shann, just wait for the right time to arrive and everything's gonna go the right way for you i believe. Good luck k, don't ponder too much about it and let your feelings affect you cos that's not a good thing to happen.
It applies to all of you ok.
I've thought it through, seriously thought it through. I know i'm not gonna be the one in your heart, i won't and never will. But that's alright. Don't talk about eternity or being tgt, just think about beautiful memories and the thought of the love we once had. I don't know how much tears i've dropped for you, but i know it was all worth it because in life, everyone's gonna meet somebody who'll change his/her life totally, and for me it was/is you. I realised what is love, i realised the feeling of loving someone with all our heart and not expecting any reciprocation. And during that period of time, though it was shortlived, i can say that it was a lifechanging experience for me and i think i'm not gonna experience the same feeling a second time in my life. I can say i was really happy during that time of my life, for that mere few days. The only thing i regret doing was to decide to go to Aussie, and because of that, i'd lost the girl i loved and am still loving her. Up till this point of time, i'm feeling confused, though the truth alrdy broke my day sometime ago. But all i can say is, love is a wonderful thing only that some obstacles and misunderstandings spoiled its good image. The feeling of being left behind, the feeling of being hung in mid air, the feeling of being doubted. These are feelings which can't be explained with words, and nobody wants to feel that way. If only time could be turned, that'd be awesome. However, like what my friend adviced, if i love her, i should let her go, i could still watch from far her being happy, because if she's happy, i am. If she comes back, she's mine. I poured my heart out a million times, i drowned my sorrows. And i longed for the day you came back, but i know i'm just fantasizing. I didn't regret knowing you in the first place, because if i did, i wouldn't have those beautiful memories and flashbacks stuck in my head right now.
And now, seeing you so happy with your life makes me happy too. Although the only thing i detest about love is, not being able to be with the one you love, but at least we know we're all grown up and have to learn to take it in our stride. And one fine day, if the feelings are back, tell me, who knows i'm still waiting. But as for now, my friend, i'm your good buddy. Today's your birthday, spend it meaningfully with him, spend sufficient time with him and don't let your feelings control you. Anytime, give me a call or a text i'll be there. And thanks for the wonderful memories, they'll always be at the back of my mind. And, as i was typing this post tears of sadness and gladness just ran down my face. :)
/Huimin- yah i'm ok. ^^
/JKSH-you idiot, paranoid face. hahahaha smile la ok.
/christine- ya, its kinda pervertic. lol. the song's damn nice.
/Joey Elisa Chew&Joyce Ah Chan- walao wey you two damn horrible leh.
/Michelle- tmd chou nu ren!
/JESS!E- ya, i'm trying to. haha.
/Gx- ya la trying laaa. lol. muacks.
/YX!- you talk about death again i'm seriously sending you to hell
/Afeeeeeq- yeh i will, thanks ah brother.
/Guest- hey, thanks for the encouraging words. :)
/Shannon- lol, you ask her loh. hahaha
/Nanthini- i'm alright laaa, thanks anyway :)
/hanis!- hey, how're you?
/Queen- go dieeee.
And brothers, just remember,
不要说天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有
And now, seeing you so happy with your life makes me happy too. Although the only thing i detest about love is, not being able to be with the one you love, but at least we know we're all grown up and have to learn to take it in our stride. And one fine day, if the feelings are back, tell me, who knows i'm still waiting. But as for now, my friend, i'm your good buddy. Today's your birthday, spend it meaningfully with him, spend sufficient time with him and don't let your feelings control you. Anytime, give me a call or a text i'll be there. And thanks for the wonderful memories, they'll always be at the back of my mind. And, as i was typing this post tears of sadness and gladness just ran down my face. :)
/Huimin- yah i'm ok. ^^
/JKSH-you idiot, paranoid face. hahahaha smile la ok.
/christine- ya, its kinda pervertic. lol. the song's damn nice.
/Joey Elisa Chew&Joyce Ah Chan- walao wey you two damn horrible leh.
/Michelle- tmd chou nu ren!
/JESS!E- ya, i'm trying to. haha.
/Gx- ya la trying laaa. lol. muacks.
/YX!- you talk about death again i'm seriously sending you to hell
/Afeeeeeq- yeh i will, thanks ah brother.
/Guest- hey, thanks for the encouraging words. :)
/Shannon- lol, you ask her loh. hahaha
/Nanthini- i'm alright laaa, thanks anyway :)
/hanis!- hey, how're you?
/Queen- go dieeee.
And brothers, just remember,
不要说天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有
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