Before the worst comes.

Enterprise formal day

Formal/Informal/Christmas tree -.-Look at ths size of his blazer.Student or Faci?

Looking forward to hols, though not looking forward to the changing of classes.
Cabot-ed class today, leaving like 5 person in class.
Getting tired of lessons, especially programming.





I'm sorry, if i'm not good enough.
Bro though i just got to know you, its nice talking to you, cos you seem to understand a lot.




And the only chance we have of moving on,
is as slim as a feather.
Started off as ordinary friends, and slowly we enjoyed each other's company.
Text msgs were a whole lot of fun, and i could vividly rmb the first morning call you gave me.
I hope we would never be apart, with your name alrdy tattooed across my heart.
And I noticed the change between us, the change in you.

iamdaaarryl.livejournal.com

Any other way.

I want holidays now. I hate today, don't ask why.

I give it my all, i don't feel any effort coming from you.
I don't know what to do anymore, i want the old you back.
I'm speechless, i'm helpless.
I try to keep everything inside, but to no avail.
It isn't easy to keep everything inside, trying to wear a mask.
It just comes out like a river, once i let it out.
I'm sorry, i know i'm not good enough for you.
But i'm still waiting, and i hate waiting.
But just for you, i'll still wait because i love you.
I just need more attention from you.
I need a listening ear, now..
I just hope to share your burdens, share your problems.
But i don't know a single thing you're always dwelling about, have you put yourself in my shoes to think how i feel all the time?
All i want to know, is what you're thinking..
I can't change you, i can't control you.
It all depends on you now, because i think its time we should, the day has long came.
I love you.

School ytd, sleepy like crap. Sort of half aslept through the whole day, aft that went to find Robert at cwp and as usual his phone didn't have any battery left. Bused back to tamp and went 230, then went home to change and went for Muay Thai lesson along with phil and shann. Was much tougher than last week, Alan looked as if he was gonna die anytime with his pale face. Aft that went PRP slack with those guys, then home.

We're not fierce, its just a facade :D

SATHI

Jealousy kills.

Gave school a miss today, woke up around 3 and met them around 5 i think. Went for dinner and played bball wow. Like after so long i touched a ball. Nothing much, slacked and went home. School and test again tmr, zz. Bye.

I'm keeping it all inside most of the times,
all the while, i just feel like letting it all out,
but i'm not gonna do it.
Its been so long since i last dropped a tear,
i don't want it to happen again.
Looking at you having so much fun,
knowing that you are keeping some things from me,
i just feel so helpless and what more can i do but watch.
Blaaaaah, i doubt the day would ever come..
Jealousy seriously kills, i love you.

Till the day comes.

Been to school and one week just passed again, two tests are gone case. Nothing much, went for muay thai lesson ytd, was quite fun overall. Kinda look forward to next week's lesson alrdy. No pictures, never take pictures at all. Lol. Lazy to reply tags too.
Till i blog again.

And i feel lucky to have found you,
i appreciate what i have now and i don't ask for more.
But what i just hope for is,
i hope you could do more for the both of us,
i'm not saying you're not but your actions show me that you've changed a lil.
You reply my msgs like after so long,
and i don't know what you're doing outside.
Whenever i see you reply others with long msgs,
somehow somewhy i'd feel jealousy inside of me.
Somehow, i think that you're not caring me as much as you should,
but i couldn't ask for more.
And i'm waiting for the day,
he put you down and she puts me down.
All i need is assurance and more attention from you,
plus more time with you cos i don't think we're spending enough time with each other.
And rmb baby, you're not alone.



You're not alone. There's more to this, i know.
Trust takes a long time to build up.
We can make it out, i'll live to tell.

Pics

We are normal,

They aren't! !@#$%

Girls, never ever do this.

Mr Ng, DM!

SHORT

SHORTER

EVEN SHORTER. LOL OKAY SORRY.

Two MJ fanatics and a clown in green

THE (ASIAN) BEATLES! WOOOOOOO

Thats all!

Went drinking and lepak with Jesslyn, Phil, Alan. Then nth much, went home after sending her home.

Savouring the moments

The feeling of stepping in to the place where i met great friends, where i had tons of fun and where i spent my best 5 years of my life; was unexplainable. The feeling of getting to see the people who helped me took a leap in education, the people whom i faced everyday. It was great, maybe more than awesome. The intensity of being back to the place where my brothers and i first met, where we did stupid stuff which i shall not mention(HAHA!). But it was really wonderful to step back to that once-awful place again, PRCS.

PRCS 10th Anni was really fun, getting to meet familiar faces once again, though it makes me feel kinda old now. Hahahah. Lazy to elaborate more, it was just awesomeeeee. Took lotsa photos, but sadly not with my camera cos i don't have one. So peepos who have my photos please send me through msn or tag me on facebook, tyvm!

Went E-hub to catch Ice Age 3, not 3D though, but was still not bad, quite touching ah. You should catch it! Lol. Lazy to type more, off to DotA soon!

My new girlfriend. HAHA joking!

I felt so lucky. LOL


More pictures another time!