Seems like you were just here yesterday.

I'm up so early, wow. For nothing -.-
Still been slacking around all day for the past weeks, hols don't end so soon please.
I need a job like now!
Call me out if you're free my friends, i've nothing to do at home (:
I'm starting to like this holiday mood!
I need more clothes, but I'm broke most of the times.
Have been quite unlucky recently, don't wish to talk about it -.-

I just wanna live each day as it goes by,
I don't want you to hang around in my mind be it everything I do,
I just hope time can be rewinded, I wanna go back to the past.
But its simply impossible,
'Cos everything's changed,
More and more things I shouldn't know has been revealed to me,
And it causes a tremendous pain in my heart.
Since you've told me that you've stopped loving me,
I've alrdy tried forgetting you,
But it seems impossible too.
I may seem happy and laughing on the outside,
But its all just a facade,
I can't seem to get my mind off the load,
I can't seem to stop thinking of you.
Study hard girl,
You'll soon meet a much better guy than me,
You deserve better.
As a friend, I'll be there for you through it all.
At least you've left vivid memories in my head,
I'll never forget them.

Nicotine low.

Can't sleep through the pain.

I can't find a jobbbbbbbb.

Days aren't getting better, getting more and more unlucky I should say.
Have been wandering around, thought about a million things in my mind whereever I go.
Holidays don't end so soon please :)

I guess thats my fate, I'm not gonna believe in love anymore.
I guess its gonna take me a very long time to just forget you.
Hope you'll live happily as each day passes, hope you find a better guy soon.
Study hard, don't disappoint mummy and daddy.
I just need time to forget you, nothing else.
Thanks for the wonderful memories kept behind my mind.
The end.

The tears streaming down my face when I lost something, which I can't replace.

Holidays only mean one thing, making me wake up at 4 or 5pm everyday. Sorry bros, cannot help it. Haha!
No plans for the next few days, well. Maybe we'll be legends? LOL.

Trying to get to sleep. Bye!

My only one.

"Taking the last ciggarette out of my Marlboro box,
throwing the box out of the window,
lighting the last stick.
Smelling the breath of smoke,
it makes me wonder a lot of things.
Thinking back, rewinding a month or two,
those memories make me smile to myself while tearing.
Nicotine running in my blood,
feeling the kick of the last ciggarette on my lips.
While all these were occurring,
you were all that's on my mind.
Everything that i do,
you're the first thing that comes to mind.
All that i do,
I do it for you.
Looking through my inbox,
I realised, i didn't delete a single message of yours since the first day we texted.
Looking at those msgs, it makes me smile to myself, to my phone once again.
I don't want anything, cos i don't expect anything anymore.
All i want, is you to be happy"

Helpless, when you smile.

Holidays = Spending money/Not enough sleep period.

Spent my days out with Jenson and co., now Jenson mia.
Thinking of what I should do, haa.
My chance of being a relief teacher is gone -.-


Those thoughts are inevitable, your treatment hasn't got the better of it yet. You can't blame me for thinking like this, think of what you've done in your treatment towards me for the past few weeks. I've got nothing more to say, it's all your say now. I love you J.